This put up is sponsored by Zappos however as at all times, all opinions are my very own.
Oh hey there, it’s me! Simply thought I’d reintroduce myself since I’m, fairly frankly, a really totally different model of Kasey than I used to be 4 months in the past.
Kasey 2.0? Or possibly 3.0 at this level. I did simply flip the massive 3-1 so possibly Kasey 3.1?
I’ve tried typing my “comeback weblog put up” about 1,000 occasions over the past 4 months and saved hitting delete.
I’ve a lot to say & share but had such a disconnect to my very own objectives, to my very own keyboard, & to my very own voice.
Pictures by my lady @the.photographygirls
I’ve at all times liked running a blog & Instagram for the connection, communication, inspiration, & having a spot to share my story in hopes of serving to others as a result of when folks present #realness, we’re snug to narrate with them & really feel not alone.
I’ve struggled with, “does anybody wish to hear what I’ve to say?” which ultimately, is self-doubt in my very own voice.
Evaluating myself to others which ultimately solely blocked my very own creativity from flowing.
I noticed a quote just a few weeks again that acknowledged “inconsistency in one thing
= doubt in ourselves.”
Take into consideration what number of occasions we’re inconsistent with one thing?
Whether or not it’s health, enterprise associated, or possibly a relationship.
What fuels that inconsistency? Doubt in ourselves.
Doubt can really feel like a 20lb med ball sitting on our shoulder, weighing us down from our personal highest self.down from our personal highest self.
Doubt that we’ll make a distinction, doubt that we’ll make a change, doubt that my little (however loud) voice received’t be heard, doubt that my very own private struggles couldn’t assist anybody else if I share them, doubt that despite the fact that I work to make a distinction “behind the scenes” it received’t present, and afraid of what others would say if I share my story.
Then I feel again…Kasey, what number of occasions have you ever confirmed all of those fallacious although within the final 10 years? But nonetheless held myself again?
I do know that the previous couple of months have been robust for everybody.
We’re all human & all of us can relate to this sense of the unknown.
For me personally, something out of my management would spark my anxiousness from a brilliant younger age.
After I began having this sense once more in March, when every little thing was taken away and I used to be left with simply my ideas, I received pissed off that my 31 12 months previous self was feeling this fashion once more.
Totally different doubting ideas circulated my mind…”You have to be over this by now…you’re 31!”
Nicely, I’m right here to inform you that I don’t “must be over this”, however I did must get assist.
I began with a Therapist, that supported me a lot to succeed in out to Docs and specialists for an current damage that I had been placing over for years, which then led to assessments finished that wanted to be run and eventually a PLAN OF ACTION to start out taking good care of myself.
I wish to FEEL good. I would like to have the ability to train my lessons, share with my viewers, & practice my shoppers with POWER, not feeling damaged.
After I lastly reached out for assist and received on a plan, my doubt began to shed away.
I can do that.
I’ve at all times been in a position to do that.
I simply wanted some assist.
Nicely, right here’s my accountability put up to get again in it, and present up as me.
After I lastly appeared within the mirror, what I noticed was somebody who wanted to step up for herself, not decide herself, ask for assist, GET assist, get a workforce of therapists & specialists (hiii @sambrownstrength you rock a lot) to educate and train me, & create a comeback that nobody noticed behind the scenes.
That is simply the opening to many tales I wish to share, & I’ve been slapped within the face proper & left with SIGNS that it’s time to point out up with my keyboard & my very own voice.
I’ve plans to outrun my doubt.
Getting exterior with MOVEMENT has been key to clear my thoughts to open house for my concepts.
I’ve additionally been loving them as a coaching shoe for cross coaching and tossing some med balls round, as you’ll be able to see.
I’ve at all times liked Asics for his or her consolation and their know-how and Zappos for his or her superior choices and buyer expertise.
I ended up ordering a “large” and I used to be nervous as a result of I are likely to go along with slim choices. I’ll say, I used to be pleasantly stunned with the consolation & additional assist I really feel even with the large choice.
I ordered an 8.5 which is my regular shoe measurement, and these have been very true to measurement.
So what’s within the works you would possibly ask?
LIVE instagrams (true to you chats, anybody!?) with friends that I can’t wait to talk with, extra content material that comes from my coronary heart and fervour prefer it at all times has, & extra simply exhibiting up as me.
So right here I’m. The comeback is going on…and it could need to occur repeatedly, however that’s okay.
Let’s do that y’all.
Be true to you,